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Generic Teenager Sterotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?: on occasions
Do you party a lot? whenever i can....and im in the mood to
Do you skip classes? How often?: nahhh
Do you steal?: i've done that by accident
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: lol no...i dress like a bum most of the time
Do you drool over celebrities?: only my husband...
Do you watch a lot of TV?:i can
Do you ever watch the News?: sometimes
Do you even care about world issues?: yeah i guess?
Do you read books often?: no. i hate reading.
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: nah i dont fail
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: i wish
Do you smoke cigarettes?: no
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: lol seven elevens??? lmao..im not a loser..sorry.
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: yes
Do you curse a lot?: sometimes
Are you desperate to fit in?: lol no...i act myself
Are you intelligent?: i can be wen i want to
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?: haha ew
Black eyeliner?: i use that...
Black eyeshadow?: ehh
Black trenchcoat?: haha...no
Black boots?: depends..cute black boots? PERHAPS
Black fishnets?: beh u either look slutty or ok wearing those...
Black nail polish?: no...dont think so...
Heavy metal music?: nah
Marilyn Manson?: i dont kno...he might be kool...i dont kno what hes like so i cant say
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?: nah
Big black boots?: um no
Mohawk?: dont think so
Excessive piercings?: depends where
Loud, confident and opinionated?: yeah i can be that at times
Wild hair colors?: not for me?
The Jock Stereotype
What's your IQ?: i dont kno
Do you watch a lot of sports?: no
Play a lot of sports?: soccer...karate...so um ...no. lol
Talk a lot about sports?: no
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: haha no
This Or That
Originality or Acceptance?: originality
Independence or Companionship?: both somtimes
Stability or Freedom?: freedom
Personal or Interpersonal?: hmm..both
Popularity or Isolation?: well I like being round people.. but then I also like to be by myself sometimes.. so I duno
Unique or Loved?: loved AND unique AT THE SAME TIME : )
Understood or Individual?: understood
You or Them?: all
Boyfriend/friends?: friends
Other?
Have you ever been in love: yesss : )
Ever really cared for someone in that way: yes, defintlllyyy
How many people broke your heart: a few
Do you go more by looks or personality: well personality but looks too....not saying looks would be lying
Ever kiss a friend: yea
Do you smoke: weed: nope. none
Prefer beer or liquor: eh LQ every now n then
WOULD YOU EVER
bungee jump: YES
Skydive: YES!!!
Swim with dolphins: CHESSSSS
scuba dive: sure
Go rock climbing: YESSS!
Change your religion: nah...well i dont kno about in the future...
Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: nah
Lie to the police: who wouldnt? to get themseleves outta trouble....
Run from the police: depends...im not super fast..
Walk up to a total stranger and kiss them: nah
Fight with someone you used to be really close with: sure if its something worth fighting about
HAVE YOU EVER
Flashed someone: um
Skateboarded: no...
Skinny dipped: nah
Stolen anything from a store: by accident
Kissed someone of the same sex: nope
Been to a concert: yepp
Been to another country: yep
Talked back to an adult: yeah
Given money to some homeless person: yeahhhh
Tried to kill yourself: um no
Cried to get out of trouble: i do that a lot
Kissed a friend's brother/sister: no...
THE LAST THING
You ate: animal crackersssssss
You drank: tea
The last place you went: the bathroom to go pee...
Last thing you bought:a pen...lol
Last person you saw: my brother
Last person you hugged: Eustonnnnnn
Last song you heard: my husband's song
YES OR NO
Are you short: NO!!!! NOT AT ALL
Do you own a hot pink shirt: no...
Do you like Marilyn Manson: i never heard one of the guys songs before..but i dont think i would like it very much
Do you shop at Hot Topic: i got earings there once
Do you remember your dreams: sometimes
Do you talk alot: i can
Are you afraid of clowns:lol wtf...no
Can you drive: i wishhh
Are you an only child: nah
this survey thing was kinda stupid...
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[02 Mar 2005|05:54pm] |
I am soo annoyed right now!!!!
and i dont even kno why...
I JUST DID THIS HUGE MATH PROBLEM TOTALLY WRONG..
because i didnt read the whole thing and i thought my answer made sense but in the end i realized it made no sense at all....
i think thats my problem for everything!
i never really take my time with something and i THINK its "perfect" but in the end i realize how UGLY it really was....
BEH. but then i just think how fun cottilion nites gonna be....geez crazy fun with some crazy ass people...
i feel better now : )
comment? xo <3
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[27 Feb 2005|02:14pm] |
This weekend was pretty fun...
Friday- HISTORY TEST BEH...I DID REALLY BAD lol but hey...thats my fault..
Later i went to the basketball game...as everyone already knows...we lost...
Then i went back to danielles n slept over..
I had a fun time : )
....A REALLY FUN TIME ; )
i love those girls with all my heart...you dont even know...
the next morning i went home and got readi to help out at a karate party jawn jawn...it was fun...the lil girls were so adorable..
thennn i got home and then went to aarons house....we had funn : )
I got home
Today i woke up and just did my laundry and all that stuff..
around 8...and suppose to be home at 6.....geez thank god for cody...
when i got home i watched a movie with my mommy....and then went to bed
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[14 Feb 2005|04:32pm] |
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i think i had the best valentines day ever!!!!
he got me so much stuff and i got him like...nothingggg ugh i felt all bad but i do have another surprise though : )
think "uniform"..... lol geesh cant wait til that...
aniways...
it was wonderful. <3
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[12 Feb 2005|06:21pm] |
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last night i went to see BOOGEY MANNN with dana, dani,adrea,chris,dennis....it was funn....the movie was actually extremely scary.."u gotta grip like noo other.." lmao....
but the ending sucked major heff
buttttt aniways we chilled for like 10 minutes after the movie and then my mom came and picked me upp....
i watched a movie with my mom later but i dont even remmeber what it was cause i fell asleep after like 5 minutes of it...
...so this morning i went running and then went up to north jersey with my parentsss*
I got home.....did my homework...and now im pretty bored
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[06 Feb 2005|12:49pm] |
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WHAT I AM LOOKING FORWARD TOO...
VALENTINES DAY????..... : )
NEXXXT WEEKEND....
SPRING BREAK!!!!!
GOING TO FLORDIA????
PLAYING SOCCER AS SOON AS THE SNOW GOES AWAY....
UNTIL THIS SEMESTER IS OVER...
EVEN THOUGH THERES ABOUT 100 SOMETHIN MORE DAYS...
oh geez....and it all goes by so sloooooow
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[06 Feb 2005|12:46pm] |
well todays the super bowl..
wow im so exicited...cant um wait...yay?.... : /
superbowl's gay.
aniways
i feel like complete shit today
my stomach feels real sickkk ughhhhh
but aniways i need to go get readii and take a shower n shit cause i havent even done that yet....eh i feel so dirty
Krystalo
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[05 Feb 2005|06:49pm] |
1. Favorite Animal: WALRUSSSS
2. Favorite Sport: soccer
3. Favorite Color(s): orange
4. Favorite Friend(s): lol i dont have a "favorite" one
8. Favorite Store: dont got one...lol
10. Favorite Shoe: dont matter...if i like the friggin shoe imma get it...
11. Favorite Scent: CURVEEE FOR MEN AND FIERCE!!!!!!!
12. Do You Wear Make-Up?: sometimes...but i dont like it
13. Which is more important, personality or looks?: well i guess personality but they both matter
16. What is your idea of the perfect guy/girl?:theres no such thinggg....beh
18. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: doesnt matter
Love, Life &Friends
1. What is the first thing you notice about somone?: eyes
2. When's the last time you cried?: i think it was thursday nite
4. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes
5. Do you like someone right now?: yes
6. Do they know?: yes
8. Had a serious talk?: of course
9. Hugged someone?: yeah
10. Gotten along well with your parents?: usually
11. Fought with a friend?: not realli...but only when we are annoyed of eachother
Do you like to...
1. Do you like to give hugs? yes
2. Give back rubs?: UM someone can give me one : )
3. Take walks in the rain?: sure
4. Do you ever have one of those falling dreams?: ugh i hate those
5. What is on the walls of your room?: pictures...a colombian flag..well i think that fell...and other stuff
7. Do you use chap stick?: uh yeah bia
In the last month have/did you...
1. Drink?: nah
2. Smoke?: no
3. Drugs?: no
4. Have Sex?: no
5. Made Out?: yes
6. Go on a date?: no
8. Go to the mall?: juss got back!
9. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: no
10. Eaten sushi?: yess...sushi is the shit
11. Been on stage?: nope
12. Been dumped?: no
13: Had someone unfaithful to you?: nah
14. Watched The Smurfs?: no
15. Hiked a mountain?: no
16. Made homemade cookies?:no
17. Been in love?:.....
More stuff.
1. Are you popular?: no
2. Are you pretty?: uh sure y not
7. What song are you listening to?:my husband
8. What are you wearing?: a sweatshirt and jeans
Preferences
1. Cold or hot?: depends
2. Lace or satin?: satin and lace
3. Blue or Red? blue
4. New or old?: depends
5. Rain or snow?: Rain
6. Give or receive?: give..well receive is always nice
7. Wool or cotton?: cotton
8. ...Rose or Daisy?: Rose
9. Private school or public school?: public
10. Chocolate milk or plain milk?: chocolate
11. Celsius or Fahrenheit?: Fahrenhiet
12. Spring or Fall?: I like them both
13.Outty or inny?: Inny
14. Now or then?: now
17. English or Math?: ENIGLISH EWW I HATE MATH...because i suck at it
18. Bath or shower?: well both
21. Cursive or print?: both
22. Do you like surprises?: love em
23. Paranoid or Cautious?: Paranoid
24. Heights or Crowds?: neither
26. Top or bottom?: bottom
29. Gold or silver?: gold
31. Piercing?: yes
33. "Maybe" or "Mebbe?": maybe...who the hell says mebbe
37. Do you have one of THOSE voices?: lmao..um no
38. Jammies or naked?: Pj's
past
last word you said: LOVE
last song you sang: one of my husband's songs
what's in your cd player: a cd i burned
what color socks are you wearing: all diffrent colors
what's under your bed: um...lol
what time did you wake up today: 9
where do you want to go: lots of places
where are you going to live: not here for sure
how many kids do you want: 3
what kind of car will you have: dont kno..jus as long as it drives i dont even care
current mood: tired...bored
current music: G-MOBBBB lol
current taste: strawberryyyy
current hair: i dont even kno...i jus put it u
current desktop picture: mulan bia
current favorite artist: well thers my husband
current color of toenails: none
current bf/gf: dont have one
current hate: I dunno
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[05 Feb 2005|05:56pm] |
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...juss got back from the mall with danielle
we always have an interesting time when ever we go somewheresss...
she got her favorite movie though....soo she was extremely happy and shes probably watchin it rite now...
but aniways then she lost it sooo we had to retrace our steps....but then she found it...luckily
geez i love that gurl so much!! even though she can be a lil...lol
U THIEF...sike <333
ill update more in a lil
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[05 Feb 2005|02:08pm] |
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ive kissed someone..
on the cheek.-yes
on the lips.-yes
on their hands or fingers.-yes
in my room.-no
their room.-yes
the same sex.-no
of the opposite sex.-yes
younger than me.-no
older than me.-yes
with jet black hair.-yes
with curly hair.-yes
with blonde hair & blue eyes.-yes
with flaming red hair.-no
with straight hair.-yes
smaller/shorter than me.-no
bigger/taller than me.-yes
with a lip ring.-no
who was drunk.-yes
who was high.-no
who I had just met.-no
who was homosexual.-no
who I didn't really want to kiss.-no..well MAYBE ONCE...LMAO REMEMBER ASHLEY...damn i bring this up all the time
on a holiday.-yes
who was going out with someone close to me. -no
who was my good friend's brother or sister.-yes
who had been/is in jail.-no
in a graveyard.-no
at a show/concert.-umm...i dont think so
at the beach.-no
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.-no
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.-um..lol
with dyed hair.-no
with a shaved head.-yes
who was/is my good friend-yes
who was/is in a band.-yes
who has tattoos.-yes
who is of a completely different race than me.-yes
in the rain-no : (
in another continent besides where I was born.-no
with an accent.-no
with an std. -no bit
on a boat.-no....
in a car/taxi/bus.-yes
on a plane.-no
at the circus/carnival.-no
with a missing body part.-....no
at the movies.-yes
eskimo style. behh i dont even kno what that is....
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[04 Feb 2005|04:21pm] |
I feel like complete shittt rite now..
Today was not a good day...at all
Did you ever feel like juss acting ureself but theres something stopping you and you dont even kno what is it...
and the worse thing about it is ure making the people around you concerned or they mite even think there the one whose makin you like this...
heres another...
Your in the worst mood and the more you talk the more awkard you make everything soo its better juss to shut the hell uppp
**BY THE WAY**
Sometimes i feel like im not good enuff...and im not even sayin this shit to say it!!!!
why should you give me a try...
im more afriad of ever hurting you...because i never want too
i cant think of anithing i could do to keep you happy or of things to tell you that you havent heard or even things i could tell you that you dont already know..
i feel so....small
im new at everything...
juss holdin you backk..
is not what i ever wanna do
BESIDES
i dont even kno how to express how i feel..
can you think of anithin more pitiful...
..gettin' feelins you never felt before and you dont kno how to react
Tomorrow will be a better one..
i know it will.
at least i hope it is..
Let him know....it helps...alot...
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[01 Jan 2005|06:52pm] |
No, midnight kiss...
not lil sweet romantic thing like that....at all lol
i mean i wasnt expecting one either but just thinking about it would be cute
...i spent the night at Shannons so it was fun
Me, Shannon, Owen, and Katie all stayed till like 5 talking about everything...
Then we finally went to sleep but of course they had to wake me up at 8*30 in the morning...
but still i had some good laughs : )
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[31 Dec 2004|12:32pm] |
Age of first kiss: 12
French kissing is: fun
The worst kind of kiss is: when you wish you never kissed that person
The best kisser you know: I'd rather not say his name
The worst kisser you know: haha....i'd rather not say but i know ashley knoes who it was
The celebrity you'd like to kiss: i have like 600 of them
Friend you would like to kiss: hmmmm
Favorite movie kiss: in a cinderella story when it starts to rain...it was so cute <3
Do you kiss on the first date? well, it depends
Eyes open or closed? closed...eyes open is a lil wierd
Average number of kisses you get a day: um..none lol
Ever kissed a friend's boyfriend or girlfriend? of course not...
The last person you kissed: eh. i can't say that one either
Best place to be kissed: well, i dont think theirs a best place to be kissed but i've always wanted to kiss someone in the rain : )
Have you kissed someone of the same sex? no.
What about the opposite sex? uh yeah
Do you consider kissing cheating? yes i do
The longest you've gone without a kiss: a month or a lil more
The kiss you regret most is: i regret a few..
Kissing in public is: its fine, but it also depends
Tongue rings are: um..well i kno a couple of people who have em...there kool
Two girls kissing is: well in a guys perspective..."its sexxxxxi as hell"...
Two guys kissing is: well if they wanna kiss..then go for it...its a lil wierd but who cares...i dont think it should be made a big deal
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[31 Dec 2004|10:12am] |
Today is going to go by very very very slow...
I'm probably goin out with my mom real quick cause she needs to get some stuff for tonight and then i'm probably stuck cleaning....
not that i dont have too, my room isnt all that clean rite now..
well ill update later*
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[30 Dec 2004|08:01pm] |
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[30 Dec 2004|06:00pm] |
Yesterday was a realli funnnn day!!
My mom, Jon's mom, Jon, Justin, and I alll drove down to Queens...
The ride there was one of the best parts...me and justin of course acted like we were 5-years old...
being real dumb lol but we had sommme good times
When we finallly got there...
we went to this hugggge asss malll
but of course i ended buying nothing..
i could spend hoursss shopping and go home empty handed..im veryyy picky
After that we drove to the spanish part of queens
"IGNORE HIM!!" lmao justin...ure such a loserr
We walked around and then ate at this Colombian restaurant
the food was sooo goood there : )
Justin then started acting stupid...again
his impersonation of lil' jon...it was too much lol
but he always makes me laugh and of course i found it all funni
Around 6 we headed home, we all fell asleep in the car : )
Today was such an annoying day...
this morning i went to my checkup for my nose to see if its not broken ani more
and the doctor said it was alll better and i can playy soccer now!!!!!!!!!
(I think kissing my nose worked kayla!!! <333)
Thennn i went to the cherry hill mall with my mommy cause she wanted to buy somethin'...
after i that, i came home and watched tv
i felt realli tired and sick for some reason...
but then SOMEONE called me and it made me feel alot better
....he is probably the sweetest boy i have ever met : )
ANIWAYS
then i went down stairs and practiced some stuff for karate since im goin back in january...
i didnt remember alot sooo thats not good at all... : /
Now, im just extremely bored
tomorrow is dick's new years party!!
.....ugh i dont think im readi for next year
but who knoes, maybe next year will be alot better then this one...
update later*
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[28 Dec 2004|03:40pm] |
Boys are so confusing..
i never understand them...
when ever i like a boy he can jus effect every damn thing i do besides the fact that he's always on my mind
But, with my luck i always fall for the boys who make everything around the idea of us being together complicated...
or theres some kinda of problem that wouldnt make it work
or maybe im just stressin over stupid shit...
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[10 Dec 2004|05:41pm] |
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I'm so upset.
This whole week realli wasnt that good after all
whats the point of havin a bunch of good skool days if at the end, it was the worst
i feel like im stuck in a shallow hole that i cant even get myself out of...
as corny as i sounds...its tru
i kno wat i have to do to make everything better...all the obvious answers are there but why is it so hard for me to do the right thing and fix it
day by day besides making everything easier on my self it becomes harder
everything i want is gettin taken away from me....everything
it hurts me soo much inside....being pressured..being left out on the side
just expressin out my feelins makes me cry
i just got in another session of fights with my parents...
they grounded me for my progress report
an 89..and 85..."HOW THE FUCK R U GONNA GET INTO COLLEGE WITH THOSE FUCKING GRADES"...
he pressures me sooo fuckin much
i need to get my self on track as soon as possible.
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today sucked ass...
in gym i tripped and fell and cut myself
in spanish we had a sub and class was extremely boring....
in lunch...everything was boring including sre
In english we worked on our projects..ME AND DANA ARE PARTNERS!
and we were pretty stumped for ideas in the beginning but we finally got it
THEN! in caps class, we had a quiz and i got a 13%!!!!!!!!!! A 13%!!!!!!!
I HAVE NEVER IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE GOT A 13 ON A QUIZ
i was sooo upset but i can retake it so its not all that bad
i was never so bored in skoooll.......I HATE ITTTTTT
im doing bad in skool too cause im slacking CAUSE i am sick of all of it
and knowing that the year isnt even half way done..
now im home and i was suppose to go to the mall today but my moms being a spaz and shes leavin tomrrow for a week to see my uncle who is having heart surgery
everything is such a mess
im soo upset and moody rite now i just wanna cry to badly...
ugh, too late
update later
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