urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him TRUUU STOORWY!!! TRUUU STORY!! 2005-03-03T00:11:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:25654 2005-03-03T00:11:05Z 2005-03-03T00:11:05Z Generic Teenager Sterotype<br />Do you drink [alcohol]?: on occasions <br />Do you party a lot? whenever i can....and im in the mood to<br />Do you skip classes? How often?: nahhh<br />Do you steal?: i've done that by accident<br />Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: lol no...i dress like a bum most of the time<br />Do you drool over celebrities?: only my husband...<br />Do you watch a lot of TV?:i can<br />Do you ever watch the News?: sometimes<br />Do you even care about world issues?: yeah i guess?<br />Do you read books often?: no. i hate reading.<br />Are you failing a lot of your classes?: nah i dont fail<br />Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: i wish<br />Do you smoke cigarettes?: no<br />Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: lol seven elevens??? lmao..im not a loser..sorry.<br />Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: yes<br />Do you curse a lot?: sometimes<br />Are you desperate to fit in?: lol no...i act myself<br />Are you intelligent?: i can be wen i want to<br /><br />The Goth Stereotype<br />Black lipstick?: haha ew<br />Black eyeliner?: i use that...<br />Black eyeshadow?: ehh<br />Black trenchcoat?: haha...no<br />Black boots?: depends..cute black boots? PERHAPS<br />Black fishnets?: beh u either look slutty or ok wearing those...<br />Black nail polish?: no...dont think so...<br />Heavy metal music?: nah <br />Marilyn Manson?: i dont kno...he might be kool...i dont kno what hes like so i cant say<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />The Punk Stereotype<br />Plaid?: nah<br />Big black boots?: um no<br />Mohawk?: dont think so<br />Excessive piercings?: depends where<br />Loud, confident and opinionated?: yeah i can be that at times<br />Wild hair colors?: not for me?<br /><br /><br /><br />The Jock Stereotype<br />What's your IQ?: i dont kno<br />Do you watch a lot of sports?: no<br />Play a lot of sports?: soccer...karate...so um ...no. lol<br />Talk a lot about sports?: no<br />Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: haha no<br /><br /><br />This Or That<br />Originality or Acceptance?: originality<br />Independence or Companionship?: both somtimes<br />Stability or Freedom?: freedom <br />Personal or Interpersonal?: hmm..both<br />Popularity or Isolation?: well I like being round people.. but then I also like to be by myself sometimes.. so I duno<br />Unique or Loved?: loved AND unique AT THE SAME TIME : )<br />Understood or Individual?: understood<br />You or Them?: all<br />Boyfriend/friends?: friends<br />Other?<br />Have you ever been in love: yesss : )<br />Ever really cared for someone in that way: yes, defintlllyyy<br />How many people broke your heart: a few<br />Do you go more by looks or personality: well personality but looks too....not saying looks would be lying<br />Ever kiss a friend: yea<br />Do you smoke: weed: nope. none<br />Prefer beer or liquor: eh LQ every now n then<br /><br /><br />WOULD YOU EVER <br />bungee jump: YES<br />Skydive: YES!!!<br />Swim with dolphins: CHESSSSS <br />scuba dive: sure<br />Go rock climbing: YESSS!<br />Change your religion: nah...well i dont kno about in the future...<br />Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: nah <br />Lie to the police: who wouldnt? to get themseleves outta trouble....<br />Run from the police: depends...im not super fast..<br />Walk up to a total stranger and kiss them: nah <br />Fight with someone you used to be really close with: sure if its something worth fighting about<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER <br />Flashed someone: um<br />Skateboarded: no...<br />Skinny dipped: nah<br />Stolen anything from a store: by accident<br />Kissed someone of the same sex: nope<br />Been to a concert: yepp<br />Been to another country: yep<br />Talked back to an adult: yeah<br />Given money to some homeless person: yeahhhh<br />Tried to kill yourself: um no<br />Cried to get out of trouble: i do that a lot<br />Kissed a friend's brother/sister: no...<br /><br />THE LAST THING <br /><br />You ate: animal crackersssssss<br />You drank: tea<br />The last place you went: the bathroom to go pee...<br />Last thing you bought:a pen...lol<br />Last person you saw: my brother<br />Last person you hugged: Eustonnnnnn<br />Last song you heard: my husband's song<br /><br />YES OR NO <br />Are you short: NO!!!! NOT AT ALL<br />Do you own a hot pink shirt: no...<br />Do you like Marilyn Manson: i never heard one of the guys songs before..but i dont think i would like it very much<br />Do you shop at Hot Topic: i got earings there once<br />Do you remember your dreams: sometimes<br />Do you talk alot: i can<br />Are you afraid of clowns:lol wtf...no<br />Can you drive: i wishhh<br />Are you an only child: nah<br /><br /><br />this survey thing was kinda stupid... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:25373 2005-03-02T22:58:38Z 2005-03-02T22:58:38Z I am soo annoyed right now!!!!<br />and i dont even kno why...<br /><br />I JUST DID THIS HUGE MATH PROBLEM TOTALLY WRONG..<br />because i didnt read the whole thing and i thought my answer made sense but in the end i realized it made no sense at all....<br /><br />i think thats my problem for everything!<br />i never really take my time with something and i THINK its "perfect" but in the end i realize how UGLY it really was....<br /><br />BEH. but then i just think how fun cottilion nites gonna be....geez crazy fun with some crazy ass people...<br />i feel better now : )<br /><br /><br />comment? xo &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:25131 2005-02-27T19:22:30Z 2005-02-27T19:22:30Z This weekend was pretty fun...<br />Friday- HISTORY TEST BEH...I DID REALLY BAD lol but hey...thats my fault..<br />Later i went to the basketball game...as everyone already knows...we lost...<br />Then i went back to danielles n slept over..<br />I had a fun time : )<br />....A REALLY FUN TIME ; )<br />i love those girls with all my heart...you dont even know...<br />the next morning i went home and got readi to help out at a karate party jawn jawn...it was fun...the lil girls were so adorable..<br />thennn i got home and then went to aarons house....we had funn : )<br />I got home <br />Today i woke up and just did my laundry and all that stuff..<br /><br />around 8...and suppose to be home at 6.....geez thank god for cody...<br /><br />when i got home i watched a movie with my mommy....and then went to bed urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:25004 2005-02-14T21:34:46Z 2005-02-14T21:35:58Z <marquee>HAPPY VALENTINES DAY</marquee> <p><font size="4">i think&nbsp;i had the best valentines day ever!!!!</font></p> <p><font size="4">he got me so much stuff and i got him like...nothingggg ugh i felt all bad but i do have another surprise though : )</font></p> <p><font size="4">think "uniform"..... lol geesh cant wait til that...</font></p> <p><font size="4">aniways...</font></p> <p><font size="4">it was wonderful. &lt;3</font></p> <p><font size="4"></font>&nbsp;</p> <marquee>its a official : )</marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:24816 2005-02-12T23:23:29Z 2005-02-12T23:23:29Z <marquee>...i need a tape recorder....geez that was a long one...</marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:24338 2005-02-12T23:18:42Z 2005-02-12T23:21:43Z last night i went to see BOOGEY MANNN with dana, dani,adrea,chris,dennis....it was funn....the movie was actually extremely scary.."u gotta grip like noo other.." lmao.... but the ending sucked major heff <p>buttttt aniways we chilled for like 10 minutes after the movie and then my mom came and picked me upp....</p> <p>i watched a movie with my mom later but i dont even remmeber what it was cause i fell asleep after like 5 minutes of it...</p> <p>...so this morning i went running and then went up to north jersey with my parentsss*</p> <p>I got home.....did my homework...and now im pretty bored </p> <marquee>*I miss you so much baby*</marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:24288 2005-02-06T17:51:45Z 2005-02-06T17:52:30Z <p><font color="#ff0000" size="4">WHAT I AM LOOKING FORWARD TOO...</font></p> <p><font color="#ffff66" size="4">VALENTINES DAY????..... : )</font></p> <p><font color="#ffff66" size="4">NEXXXT WEEKEND....</font></p> <p><font color="#ffff66" size="4">SPRING BREAK!!!!!</font></p> <p><font color="#ffff66" size="4">GOING TO FLORDIA????</font></p> <p><font color="#ffff66" size="4">PLAYING SOCCER AS SOON AS THE SNOW GOES AWAY....</font></p> <p><font color="#ffff66" size="4">UNTIL THIS SEMESTER IS OVER...</font></p> <p><font color="#ffff66" size="4">EVEN THOUGH THERES ABOUT 100 SOMETHIN MORE DAYS...</font></p> <p><font color="#ffff66" size="4">oh geez....and it all goes by so sloooooow</font></p> <p><font color="#ffff66" size="4"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font color="#ffff66" size="4"></font>&nbsp;</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:23884 2005-02-06T17:49:00Z 2005-02-06T17:49:00Z well todays the super bowl..<br />wow im so exicited...cant um wait...yay?.... : / <br /><br />superbowl's gay.<br /><br />aniways<br />i feel like complete shit today<br />my stomach feels real sickkk ughhhhh<br /><br />but aniways i need to go get readii and take a shower n shit cause i havent even done that yet....eh i feel so dirty<br /><br /><br /><br />Krystalo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:23606 2005-02-05T23:50:02Z 2005-02-05T23:50:25Z 1. Favorite Animal: WALRUSSSS<br />2. Favorite Sport: soccer<br />3. Favorite Color(s): orange<br />4. Favorite Friend(s): lol i dont have a "favorite" one<br />8. Favorite Store: dont got one...lol<br />10. Favorite Shoe: dont matter...if i like the friggin shoe imma get it...<br />11. Favorite Scent: CURVEEE FOR MEN AND FIERCE!!!!!!!<br />12. Do You Wear Make-Up?: sometimes...but i dont like it<br />13. Which is more important, personality or looks?: well i guess personality but they both matter<br />16. What is your idea of the perfect guy/girl?:theres no such thinggg....beh<br />18. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: doesnt matter<br /><br />Love, Life &Friends<br />1. What is the first thing you notice about somone?: eyes<br />2. When's the last time you cried?: i think it was thursday nite<br />4. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes<br />5. Do you like someone right now?: yes<br />6. Do they know?: yes<br />8. Had a serious talk?: of course<br />9. Hugged someone?: yeah<br />10. Gotten along well with your parents?: usually<br />11. Fought with a friend?: not realli...but only when we are annoyed of eachother<br /><br />Do you like to...<br />1. Do you like to give hugs? yes<br />2. Give back rubs?: UM someone can give me one : )<br />3. Take walks in the rain?: sure<br />4. Do you ever have one of those falling dreams?: ugh i hate those<br />5. What is on the walls of your room?: pictures...a colombian flag..well i think that fell...and other stuff<br />7. Do you use chap stick?: uh yeah bia<br /><br />In the last month have/did you...<br />1. Drink?: nah<br />2. Smoke?: no<br />3. Drugs?: no<br />4. Have Sex?: no<br />5. Made Out?: yes<br />6. Go on a date?: no<br />8. Go to the mall?: juss got back!<br />9. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: no<br />10. Eaten sushi?: yess...sushi is the shit<br />11. Been on stage?: nope<br />12. Been dumped?: no<br />13: Had someone unfaithful to you?: nah<br />14. Watched The Smurfs?: no<br />15. Hiked a mountain?: no<br />16. Made homemade cookies?:no<br />17. Been in love?:.....<br /><br />More stuff.<br />1. Are you popular?: no<br />2. Are you pretty?: uh sure y not<br />7. What song are you listening to?:my husband<br />8. What are you wearing?: a sweatshirt and jeans<br /><br /><br />Preferences<br />1. Cold or hot?: depends<br />2. Lace or satin?: satin and lace<br />3. Blue or Red? blue<br />4. New or old?: depends<br />5. Rain or snow?: Rain<br />6. Give or receive?: give..well receive is always nice<br />7. Wool or cotton?: cotton<br />8. ...Rose or Daisy?: Rose<br />9. Private school or public school?: public<br />10. Chocolate milk or plain milk?: chocolate<br />11. Celsius or Fahrenheit?: Fahrenhiet<br />12. Spring or Fall?: I like them both<br />13.Outty or inny?: Inny<br />14. Now or then?: now<br />17. English or Math?: ENIGLISH EWW I HATE MATH...because i suck at it<br />18. Bath or shower?: well both<br />21. Cursive or print?: both<br />22. Do you like surprises?: love em<br />23. Paranoid or Cautious?: Paranoid<br />24. Heights or Crowds?: neither<br />26. Top or bottom?: bottom<br />29. Gold or silver?: gold<br />31. Piercing?: yes<br />33. "Maybe" or "Mebbe?": maybe...who the hell says mebbe<br />37. Do you have one of THOSE voices?: lmao..um no<br />38. Jammies or naked?: Pj's<br /><br /><br />past<br />last word you said: LOVE<br />last song you sang: one of my husband's songs<br />what's in your cd player: a cd i burned<br />what color socks are you wearing: all diffrent colors<br />what's under your bed: um...lol<br />what time did you wake up today: 9<br />where do you want to go: lots of places<br />where are you going to live: not here for sure<br />how many kids do you want: 3<br />what kind of car will you have: dont kno..jus as long as it drives i dont even care<br />current mood: tired...bored<br />current music: G-MOBBBB lol<br />current taste: strawberryyyy <br />current hair: i dont even kno...i jus put it u<br />current desktop picture: mulan bia<br />current favorite artist: well thers my husband<br />current color of toenails: none<br />current bf/gf: dont have one<br />current hate: I dunno urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:22843 2005-02-05T23:09:21Z 2005-02-05T23:09:21Z <p><font size="5">...juss got back from the mall with danielle</font></p> <p><font size="5">we always have an interesting time when ever we go somewheresss...</font></p> <p><font size="5">she got her favorite movie though....soo she was extremely happy and shes probably watchin it rite now...</font></p> <p><font size="5">but aniways then she lost it sooo we had to retrace our steps....but then she fou</font><font size="5">nd it...luckily</font></p> <p><font size="5">geez i love that gurl so much!! even though she can be a lil...lol</font></p> <p><font size="5">U THIEF...sike &lt;333</font></p> <p><font size="5"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="5">ill update more in a lil </font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:22601 2005-02-05T19:12:51Z 2005-02-05T19:12:51Z <p><strong>ive kissed someone..</strong></p> <p>on the cheek.-<strong>yes</strong><br>on the lips.-<strong>yes<br></strong>on their hands or fingers.-<strong>yes</strong><br>in my room.-<strong>no</strong><br>their room.-<strong>yes</strong><br>the same sex.-<strong>no<br></strong>of the opposite sex.-<strong>yes</strong><br>younger than me.-<strong>no</strong><br>older than me.-<strong>yes<br></strong>with jet black hair.-<strong>yes<br></strong>with curly hair.-<strong>yes<br></strong>with blonde hair &amp; blue eyes.-<strong>yes</strong><br>with flaming red hair.-<strong>no</strong><br>with straight hair.-<strong>yes</strong><br>smaller/shorter than me.-<strong>no</strong><br>bigger/taller than me.-<strong>yes<br></strong>with a lip ring.-<strong>no</strong><br>who was drunk.-<strong>yes</strong><br>who was high.-<strong>no<br></strong>who I had just met.-<strong>no</strong><br>who was homosexual.-<strong>no<br></strong>who I didn't really want to kiss.-<strong>no..well MAYBE ONCE...LMAO REMEMBER ASHLEY...damn i bring this up all the time</strong><br>on a holiday.-<strong>yes</strong><br>who was going out with someone close to me. -<strong>no</strong><br>who was my good friend's brother or sister.-<strong>yes</strong><br>who had been/is in jail.-<strong>no</strong><br>in a graveyard.-<strong>no<br></strong>at a show/concert.-<strong>umm...i dont think so</strong><br>at the beach<strong>.-no</strong><br>in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.-<strong>no</strong><br>who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.-<strong>um..lol</strong><br>with dyed hair.-<strong>no</strong><br>with a shaved head.-<strong>yes</strong><br>who was/is my good friend-<strong>yes<br></strong>who was/is in a band.-<strong>yes</strong><br>who has tattoos.-<strong>yes</strong><br>who is of a completely different race than me.-<strong>yes</strong><br>in the rain-<strong>no : (</strong><br>in another continent besides where I was born.-<strong>no</strong><br>with an accent.-<strong>no</strong><br>with an std. -<strong>no bit</strong><br>on a boat.-<strong>no....</strong><br>in a car/taxi/bus.-<strong>yes</strong><br>on a plane.-<strong>no</strong><br>at the circus/carnival<strong>.-no<br></strong>with a missing body part<strong>.-....no<br></strong>at the movies.-<strong>yes</strong><br>eskimo style. <strong>behh i dont even kno what that is....</strong></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:22299 2005-02-04T21:42:37Z 2005-02-04T21:42:56Z I feel like complete shittt rite now..<br />Today was not a good day...at all<br /><br />Did you ever feel like juss acting ureself but theres something stopping you and you dont even kno what is it...<br />and the worse thing about it is ure making the people around you concerned or they mite even think there the one whose makin you like this...<br />heres another...<br />Your in the worst mood and the more you talk the more awkard you make everything soo its better juss to shut the hell uppp<br />**BY THE WAY**<br />Sometimes i feel like im not good enuff...and im not even sayin this shit to say it!!!!<br />why should you give me a try...<br />im more afriad of ever hurting you...because i never want too<br />i cant think of anithing i could do to keep you happy or of things to tell you that you havent heard or even things i could tell you that you dont already know..<br /><br />i feel so....small<br /><br />im new at everything...<br />juss holdin you backk..<br />is not what i ever wanna do<br /><br /><br />BESIDES<br />i dont even kno how to express how i feel..<br />can you think of anithin more pitiful...<br />..gettin' feelins you never felt before and you dont kno how to react <br /><br /><br />Tomorrow will be a better one..<br />i know it will.<br />at least i hope it is..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Let him know....it helps...alot... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:20893 2005-01-01T23:55:24Z 2005-01-01T23:55:24Z No, midnight kiss...<br />not lil sweet romantic thing like that....at all lol<br />i mean i wasnt expecting one either but just thinking about it would be cute<br />...i spent the night at Shannons so it was fun<br />Me, Shannon, Owen, and Katie all stayed till like 5 talking about everything...<br />Then we finally went to sleep but of course they had to wake me up at 8*30 in the morning...<br /><br /><br />but still i had some good laughs : ) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:20108 2004-12-31T17:49:04Z 2004-12-31T17:49:04Z Age of first kiss: 12<br /><br />French kissing is: fun<br /><br />The worst kind of kiss is: when you wish you never kissed that person<br /><br />The best kisser you know: I'd rather not say his name<br /><br />The worst kisser you know: haha....i'd rather not say but i know ashley knoes who it was<br /><br />The celebrity you'd like to kiss: i have like 600 of them<br /><br />Friend you would like to kiss: hmmmm<br /><br />Favorite movie kiss: in a cinderella story when it starts to rain...it was so cute &lt;3<br /><br />Do you kiss on the first date? well, it depends<br /><br />Eyes open or closed? closed...eyes open is a lil wierd<br /><br />Average number of kisses you get a day: um..none lol<br /><br />Ever kissed a friend's boyfriend or girlfriend? of course not...<br /><br />The last person you kissed: eh. i can't say that one either<br /><br />Best place to be kissed: well, i dont think theirs a best place to be kissed but i've always wanted to kiss someone in the rain : )<br /><br />Have you kissed someone of the same sex? no.<br /><br />What about the opposite sex? uh yeah<br /><br />Do you consider kissing cheating? yes i do<br /><br />The longest you've gone without a kiss: a month or a lil more<br /><br />The kiss you regret most is: i regret a few..<br /><br />Kissing in public is: its fine, but it also depends<br /><br />Tongue rings are: um..well i kno a couple of people who have em...there kool<br /><br />Two girls kissing is: well in a guys perspective..."its sexxxxxi as hell"...<br /><br />Two guys kissing is: well if they wanna kiss..then go for it...its a lil wierd but who cares...i dont think it should be made a big deal urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:19717 2004-12-31T15:15:24Z 2004-12-31T15:15:24Z Today is going to go by very very very slow...<br /><br />I'm probably goin out with my mom real quick cause she needs to get some stuff for tonight and then i'm probably stuck cleaning....<br />not that i dont have too, my room isnt all that clean rite now..<br /><br /><br /><br />well ill update later* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:19608 2004-12-31T01:01:34Z 2004-12-31T01:01:34Z <b>bold</b><br /><i>italic</i><br /><u>underline</u><br /><s>strikethrough</s> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:19435 2004-12-30T23:31:25Z 2004-12-31T00:08:04Z Yesterday was a realli funnnn day!!<br />My mom, Jon's mom, Jon, Justin, and I alll drove down to Queens...<br />The ride there was one of the best parts...me and justin of course acted like we were 5-years old...<br />being real dumb lol but we had sommme good times<br />When we finallly got there...<br /> we went to this hugggge asss malll <br />but of course i ended buying nothing..<br />i could spend hoursss shopping and go home empty handed..im veryyy picky<br />After that we drove to the spanish part of queens<br />"IGNORE HIM!!" lmao justin...ure such a loserr<br />We walked around and then ate at this Colombian restaurant<br />the food was sooo goood there : )<br />Justin then started acting stupid...again<br /> his impersonation of lil' jon...it was too much lol <br />but he always makes me laugh and of course i found it all funni<br />Around 6 we headed home, we all fell asleep in the car : )<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Today was such an annoying day...<br />this morning i went to my checkup for my nose to see if its not broken ani more<br />and the doctor said it was alll better and i can playy soccer now!!!!!!!!!<br />(I think kissing my nose worked kayla!!! &lt;333)<br /><br />Thennn i went to the cherry hill mall with my mommy cause she wanted to buy somethin'...<br />after i that, i came home and watched tv<br />i felt realli tired and sick for some reason...<br />but then SOMEONE called me and it made me feel alot better<br />....he is probably the sweetest boy i have ever met : )<br />ANIWAYS<br />then i went down stairs and practiced some stuff for karate since im goin back in january...<br />i didnt remember alot sooo thats not good at all... : / <br /><br />Now, im just extremely bored<br /><br /><br /><br />tomorrow is dick's new years party!!<br />.....ugh i dont think im readi for next year<br />but who knoes, maybe next year will be alot better then this one...<br /><br /><br /><br />update later* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:19056 2004-12-28T20:45:53Z 2004-12-28T20:45:53Z Boys are so confusing..<br />i never understand them...<br />when ever i like a boy he can jus effect every damn thing i do besides the fact that he's always on my mind<br />But, with my luck i always fall for the boys who make everything around the idea of us being together complicated...<br />or theres some kinda of problem that wouldnt make it work<br /><br />or maybe im just stressin over stupid shit... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:18936 2004-12-10T22:58:47Z 2004-12-10T22:58:47Z I'm so upset.<br />This whole week realli wasnt that good after all<br /><br />whats the point of havin a bunch of good skool days if at the end, it was the worst<br />i feel like im stuck in a shallow hole that i cant even get myself out of...<br />as corny as i sounds...its tru<br />i kno wat i have to do to make everything better...all the obvious answers are there but why is it so hard for me to do the right thing and fix it<br /><br />day by day besides making everything easier on my self it becomes harder<br /><br />everything i want is gettin taken away from me....everything<br />it hurts me soo much inside....being pressured..being left out on the side<br />just expressin out my feelins makes me cry<br /><br />i just got in another session of fights with my parents...<br />they grounded me for my progress report<br />an 89..and 85..."HOW THE FUCK R U GONNA GET INTO COLLEGE WITH THOSE FUCKING GRADES"...<br />he pressures me sooo fuckin much<br /><br />i need to get my self on track as soon as possible. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:18685 2004-12-10T21:26:19Z 2004-12-10T21:26:19Z today sucked ass...<br /><br />in gym i tripped and fell and cut myself<br />in spanish we had a sub and class was extremely boring....<br />in lunch...everything was boring including sre<br /><br />In english we worked on our projects..ME AND DANA ARE PARTNERS!<br />and we were pretty stumped for ideas in the beginning but we finally got it<br />THEN! in caps class, we had a quiz and i got a 13%!!!!!!!!!! A 13%!!!!!!! <br />I HAVE NEVER IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE GOT A 13 ON A QUIZ<br /><br />i was sooo upset but i can retake it so its not all that bad<br /><br />i was never so bored in skoooll.......I HATE ITTTTTT<br />im doing bad in skool too cause im slacking CAUSE i am sick of all of it<br />and knowing that the year isnt even half way done..<br /><br />now im home and i was suppose to go to the mall today but my moms being a spaz and shes leavin tomrrow for a week to see my uncle who is having heart surgery <br /><br />everything is such a mess<br />im soo upset and moody rite now i just wanna cry to badly...<br /><br />ugh, too late<br /><br /><br />update later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:18260 2004-12-08T22:54:14Z 2004-12-08T22:54:14Z Again, today was not a bad day at all...<br />Gym was pretty fun until i jamed my finger on a basketball it hurt soo much and still doess<br />ugh i always get hurt..<br />in spanish we had a quiz and me and dani helped eachother out!!<br />we sit together!!!! im soo happi : ) lol<br />but i have like an 89% in that class which is soo baddd...my moms gonna killlll me, she expects me to be like a pro at spanish but i'm not..AT ALL<br /><br />in sre dana came to visit!...she had to go talk to T soo we went to gym and played around with this volley ball that we took from this kid and didnt give it back...it was pretty funni actually<br /><br />AFTERSKOOOL..dani couldnt stay after : / I LOVE U SWEETIE!!<br />so me and dana stayed after...we walked around and went to say hi to mrs.williams...i loooooove mrs.williams shes the best...<br />OH YES, AND SHES EXPECTING!!!!!!!! i was so happi wen she told me!!<br />well dana did but who cares it was still exciting news!<br /><br />then me and dana went running and then in the weight room...<br /><br />after that i had to take the late bus home...<br />the the whole time i had a realli good conversation with someone who i havent realli realli talked too in the longest...<br />we talked about the old times we had together awhile back..<br />it was good...lol he remembered alot sooo i was realli impressed : ) <br /><br />then i got home and did my homework<br /><br />update later&lt;3333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:17991 2004-12-06T21:13:18Z 2004-12-06T21:13:18Z Today was a pretty good day for a monday...<br />my nose is getting alot better so im realli happi about that..<br />class wasnt even that boring since we watched a movie..i'd rather do that then do work<br />and i had alot of laughs at lunch with Adrea, Kristen,Alyssa,Chinez,Lukela,Kye and Steven...<br />haha that rite there made my day : ) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:17707 2004-11-30T22:08:43Z 2004-11-30T22:08:43Z just got back from the doctor...<br />turns out i broke my nose....in 2 places<br /><br />im goin to another doctor to find out wat they gonna do : /<br /><br /><br />wat a bad day urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:17462 2004-11-29T21:23:50Z 2004-11-29T21:23:50Z Today was a sucky day...<br /><br />my nose hurts unbelievebly bad..i look like i got beat up lol annnnnnd i look like a fuckin bug (no offense adrea)...<br /><br />but aniways in 7th block me and mr.cap discussed how i may need to get it back into place and i was freakin out...thats one thing im scared of..hospitals and doctors...let alone getting my nose put back into place so yeah im soo upset now...<br /><br />i got some homework to get done now soo ill update more later.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_luv_x_him:17313 2004-11-28T16:31:39Z 2004-11-28T16:31:39Z im soooooooooooooo sore and its soo horrible outside..<br />our soccer game was canceled<br />i guess im gonna be stuck inside alll day cleaning and doin my hw : /..<br /><br />update later.